when i was about 15 i had just moved (but i basically had 2 really close best friends) and i was having a really hard time at school and i didn’t have many friends or a lot of people to talk to…. so i would talk a lot with my two friends on the phone about once a week. i remember there was a lot of tears at some point and i was feeling really down. we would catch up on each others weeks on our phone calls. suddenly one of my friends stopped all contact with me…. i panicked…. not knowing what i did to make her feel that way. there was about 2 weeks where i kept trying to contact her… completely ignored. i still don’t know why she did that. its been 5 years since this happened and i still occasionally remember how horrible that period was and how absolutely horrible it felt to just completely lose someone you thought was so dear to you. it hurt so much.